God money I’ll do anything for U.
God money just tell me what U want me to.
God money nail me up against the wall.
God money don’t want everything he wants it all.

I have got a bad disease

I got it from a man who tried to please me
I don’t even know his name but if I did, boy if I did

I would want to kill him
I would want to hurt him bad
I would like to tell him
That he was the worst fuck that I ever had

Funny how we fight not knowing why
Funny only some see there’s a lie
Running in a wheel and wonder why we’re still
The world keeps turning we are waning paying bills

Hold, freak, blood deep
so lost U pathetic creep
Death, fear the end is near
Taste, feel how Ur skin peels
Off, the world will crumble beneath my feet
U my insect will work for Ur defeat

I will take away all the beauty in Ur world

I will crush U

I bring no peace
I am a disease
Bow down before Ur betters get down on Ur knees
I will fill Ur soul with anger, Ur heart with endless greed
I am a fucking God – U should worship me
U have sworn me Ur allegiance
so it’s time to obey me, me, me, me

I will mess U up in every single way

I will crush U

I am a fucking God, I am a fucking God, I am a fucking God, U have sworn me Ur allegiance so it’s time to obey

Stumbled and fell, all went to hell
5 million times in a row
Called out for help, so what did I get
Prying and poking in my mind

Took away my beat, to make me safe and calm
But I am fighting
Falling back up – getting closer now
A little bit, a little bit

No use to hide U know
Nothing to fear from me
Nobody knows Ur claim
Nobody else but me
Time will tell how all alone we will feel in the end
But it will be ok, it will be ok

Silently calling
Hold tight, stay bright
Beautiful and holy to my eye

Stand alone and stand indifferent
Take no part it makes no difference
Shut Ur eyes there’s nothing to see here
I dyed my hair I pierced my nipple
I died inside it made no ripple
Take a pill my dear and just smile

Gaunt and frail we search
For something better
try to fill the void with
cars and sweatshirts
There seems to be a light somewhere
a hope somehow
a big someday
but we’ve been taught not to see at all
So we fall

Ooh – it’s getting closer
Try to hide but there’s no cover
So I lied there’s something better
I denied but it doesn’t matter

What a fucking web I weaved when first I began to lie
It got easier each time and I can’t deny
that it’s taken over everything I thought was me
I made me into nothing

U are so broken my friend
So lost in Ur own world
I would like to help U – but then…
Who am I and what am I
Who built this prison for U
Turned all Ur dreams into dust
What a “sweet” thing for someone to do – to what end…

Hi, I would like to say I’m really sorry
That I never turned out the way U planned me
But I’m not Urs – SO
Ur so pale, Ur world is black and white and it will
Fail, while I can see another thought to be
So see me